tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7500772205180466136.post2550898988127015884..comments2024-03-08T03:27:44.843-05:00Comments on Scarlet Lily: Visions of a futureSarah Berryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12890371606163976935noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7500772205180466136.post-58888392487236058752010-06-07T12:05:55.756-04:002010-06-07T12:05:55.756-04:00Right now, it's having that bump. That's ...Right now, it's <i>having</i> that bump. That's about all I can handle. <br /><br />Mostly, because we both deal with ridiculous teenagers, we talk about how we'll teach ours right from wrong; a lot of "Man, when WE have kids, they'll be independent and not entitled" because we see a lot of that.<br /><br />I know T and I will have a wonderful life together no matter what, but right now my visions stay quite nebulous until Fate or God or whatever power it is out there helps me take a more concrete step. I get flashes sometimes, like of T and a little person at a hockey game together with matching jerseys cheering our team. Us at my in-laws' place in Canada watching whales in the St. Lawrence. Penny licking the face of someone's face. But I prefer to keep the child side of it vague right now because I have one particular element missing. Thus, in some ways, your question is difficult for me to answer as of right now.<br /><br />Either way, I'm very grateful that I can picture myself with my dear husband old and gray, holding hands as we sit together and watch the world. So I try every day not to wish for what I don't have but how to enhance what I already do have. That's my future.die Frauhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14269442912640747892noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7500772205180466136.post-27793224351105691792010-06-03T20:14:28.986-04:002010-06-03T20:14:28.986-04:00OMGOMGGiants Fannoreply@blogger.com